dear my friend, i haven't been the same but i notice the faucet dripping so i listen for the rain and i scream and pout but it won't pour babe i've been drifting, on away, and i can't help but hurt that no ones listening and i want them to hear the pain but i don't want them to feel like me
i think I'm imagining what i used to be, coping with a fire in my chest and my lungs in a ring and i wonder if your watching me because the night is closing in and i can't shake those eyes off of me and i wonder if he's real and if he's a him at all my psychosis is terrible and my body's growing still
and there's a force i cannot see that's killing me
and there's a man in my dreams taking my pills away from me
and i refuse to even eat because i know I'm growing still
and this letters is from me and I'm sorry if i made you feel
credits
from french friends & chili cheese dogs,
released January 7, 2017
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