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intro
01:36
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i remember when, you told me
everything would work out on its own
i remember when, you let me down
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a cancer of the mind
but I'm still thinking of you
this plagues me
all the time
why am I not good enough for you
all these plans and I am left with nothing
we're these lies to make me comfortable
I looked forward to seeing you
avoiding pains too, "get through"
why can't I do this alone without you
(why can't I do this alone)
paintings went unfinished
I still hate thinking of you
anyway that I drew it
why won't you say i love you too
all these plans and I am left with nothing
we're these lies to make me comfortable
I looked forward to seeing you
avoiding plans to "get through"
why can't I do this alone without you
(I'm learning to)
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I won't believe what you say
anymore
No I want to fade away
there's so many trees in Alabama
she said let me please read your dossier
got a jungle in my mind
but no need to wanna
devil plays an ace
don't smoke marijuana
how can I leave when you still wanna?
don't make me go Ill cry to my momma
and I'll go away from Alabama
break my smokes in twos
I'll throw away your spider man pajamas
because you aren't my favorite flu
got a jungle in my mind
but no need to wanna
devil plays an ace
don't smoke marijuana
how can I leave when you still wanna?
don't make me go Ill cry to my momma
nooooooooooo
got a jungle in my mind
but no need to wanna
you've played his game
don't think I'll oughta
how can I sleep when you still wanna?
please let me go Dont cry to your momma
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4. |
alabama pt. 2
02:38
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I believe a room full of stars
is any room you are in
I want to feel you now
your lavender skin
how you smell like sleep
leaving Alabama to see my Arizona in Southern California where i'll be
never seem alone and kiss in the car we own
together we can finally breathe
a Chinese New Year is everyday i spend with you
no more blue skies just pink
I'll tie your shoes double knot them if I have to
I just can't have you falling like me
I'll be leaving Alabama to see my Arizona in Southern California where we'll be
never seem alone and kiss in the car we own
together we can finally be free
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a certain water
02:58
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I've never felt so useless
my biggest fear next to corruption
and you think I make assumptions
I go, with my gut my intuition
you hate that I know you better than yourself
you don't understand that I can't help it
and you hate that I love you more than yourself so push me away fight till I'm gone
I can't act like there's no underlying problems
conflict is the enemy
call me drunk or act like I'm not here
conservatism tied with the fraudulent love
you hate that I know you better than yourself
you don't understand that I can't help it
and you hate that I love you more than yourself so push me away fight till I'm gone
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6. |
here we go again
01:28
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x files
02:30
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there are better things to worry about
but you are afraid of your own shadow
remind yourself that things have a way of working out
please don't scare yourself
when you come home
we can always watch the X files
and when you're ready to sleep
we can discuss what's bothering you
when I cry you can hold me and call me mulder
but I won't cry
I grind my teeth
surrounded by nightmares in sleep
you stay up all night
bills to be paid how will we get through
another month
of tired mouths to feed
cause
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8. |
the voicemail
02:18
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I haven't heard from my dad
and I guess it makes me a little sad
but who can complain
I'm the one who let him reign
my head my body is doing bad
I can't help but look down, sad
that I'm letting you get to me
why can't you see you can't ruin this luck
I have a dream without you fucking
killing me I'm killing you instead
(have dream without you giving a fuck )
wish you wouldn't lie
wish you wouldn't hide away
you don't get that privilege
wish you would scream
wish you would ache
like you make me you're breaking meeee
my head my body is doing bad
I can't help but look down, sad
that I'm letting you get to me
why can't you see you can't ruin this luck
I have a dream without you fucking
killing me I'm forgiving you instead
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9. |
SALES - vow
02:50
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10. |
wolf boy (outro)
01:46
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