french friends & chili cheese dogs

by smalloween

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cooked up some mean jams


released January 7, 2017

shelby for the name obvs,



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smalloween Anniston, Alabama

i'm charlie and i'm here to sing songs and make you feel something

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Track Name: intro (calling me out)
g dm am

stickers plague my window sill
calling me out help me out
i’m becoming dysfunctional
afraid of the

come help me calling me out
oh calling me out
Track Name: love, charlie
g em c g c em

dear my friend, i haven't been the same but i notice the faucet dripping so i listen for the rain and i scream and pout but it won't pour babe i've been drifting, on away, and i can't help but hurt that no ones listening and i want them to hear the pain but i don't want them to feel like me

i think I'm imagining what i used to be, coping with a fire in my chest and my lungs in a ring and i wonder if your watching me because the night is closing in and i can't shake those eyes off of me and i wonder if he's real and if he's a him at all my psychosis is terrible and my body's growing still

and there's a force i cannot see that's killing me
and there's a man in my dreams taking my pills away from me
and i refuse to even eat because i know I'm growing still
and this letters is from me and I'm sorry if i made you feel
Track Name: kaleidoscope imperfect now
dm am f c

hear me out i know you can
twisted fingers mangled hands
empty glass now full of sand

don’t come back you broke me down
scraped my knees and emptied sound
kaleidoscope imperfect now

wrote a song to put you out
scare you away and let me pout
but I’m just too upset now

you called me scary and i felt scared
losing what i thought was there
you knew this was never fair
Track Name: seventy percent
c#m e b f#m

watching the movies they move in all the same ways
waiting for your reactions the attraction the law of

listen to me i know i don't feel
like this with no reason
but don't let me see what i know is missing

sitting on the lentil couch watching SVU
inviting me for a cigarette and a view of gcv

i hate thinking i know something has changed
but this is a feeling and you know mine are always right
Track Name: memorial day
g bm a f#m

following back to those days you know its true
i think about whats bad
i don’t wanna be lonely looking back i know it wasn’t me
but i can’t seem to shake your grasp

bm g d g

g bm a f#m
thinking about driving around it
dirt with pools we found it fine
everything was calm with us

g bm d a
something calming
they're coming
Track Name: the sprouts boy
staring at the clouds seeing the things that i used to
knowing that I'm fine i can finally breathe like i supposed to with you
with you
with you

i know things will be fine as long as I'm talking to you
i can't get words off my mind about how much you mean to me
snuggling in bed until it's noon
i can see the world with my eyes and it's you
it's you
it's you

i don't wanna be any place but here
no i don't need anything else
where'd you come from i've been waiting all these years
i just needed a sign
Track Name: carpet burn (my love)
am b/c em d

I'm aware of the problems my love
and i can't frankly deal with much
and I'm trying real hard now to make a scene
and trying real hard to figure what it means and that it's nothing works out

b/c em d am

am b/c em d

i can't help what I'm feeling my love
but i don't want to talk about it
and it's a hard time not knowing what life means
and it's a hard time finding identity
please let me

b/c em d am

and i don't want to tell you what it means to me
carpet burn as a child rubbed me the wrong way
and i don't think it's fair for me to ask you
but carpet burn as a child doesn't seem as bad as today